i don't know what i want to do right know ... yeah ... cos i feel like a robot ... there is something inside of my heart told me that it seems doesn't right ... but it can clear enough to be see in certain ways... i just want to figure out who i am ... cos seems all of this time someone always tell me what should i do ... and time by pass now that feel disasterous in myself... that i can find real me anymore behind the girl that always smile ... behind the girl who hide her tears in her smile ... somehow ... that girl how always being hofnest is lying underground cover with a dirt ... it's feel like that girl had banish in my life ... i feel empty inside ... when i was prying that felt like i found that girl and after that is disappear ...
there are so much push in my life that i can't handle with myself ... i felt like a bird in the cage ... i can only see the view from outside but never fly to the sky ,,,
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