There 4 years since i left high school. The first time went away from high school girl who have bullying all the time turn into a middle senior university student. i realize that i had so much experience that i never had before. That is made who i am today.
but in the journey i felt there is something wrong with me. I felt that in the way to be mature person that i become fear about anything. i am afraid to trust people, to do something and believe in something. i don't know what i must to do and i felt like i was trapped in the hole and never climbing back. the fear that i felt burn my courage into the ashes.
now, i am the edge of my glory. to the point that i can made people that i can achieve something. but then i was doing is crying all the night and playing all the night ... afraid to my failure.
i felt that somehow when it's the point that i am doing it right that i will fail.
why i do think like that ?
i don't know what i suppose to do ?
my religion told me not to lost hope ...
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